[ There are many ways to poison oneself accidentally, but she has gone beyond the point of no return. A constant toxic bile bubbles deep, deep down, underneath pleasantries and smiles. A thirst that will never be quenched, a hunger never sated. She has walked the path of revenge for too long. She has lost the ability to not to lie. She doesn't want to lose it either. Doesn't want to peel off her mask. She knows well she is rotten underneath it. The mask is prettier and she has always been vain (a second nature, a cost of being part of the Suit of Diamonds).
And she much less cares to bond with anyone. To open up. To rely on anyone else but herself. She knows how to serve - others, and herself most of all - but she doe not want to care.
So, she does not answer Cathaway. She merely smiles softly and observes her. ]
Like the ones before us? Were they attentive to their best interests too?
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And she much less cares to bond with anyone. To open up. To rely on anyone else but herself. She knows how to serve - others, and herself most of all - but she doe not want to care.
So, she does not answer Cathaway. She merely smiles softly and observes her. ]
Like the ones before us? Were they attentive to their best interests too?