[ Yes, it is. Or so he believes. It is his humanity that keeps him going against all odds. It is his humanity that tries his best to keep his friends safe. It is his humanity that is so self-destructive that he refuses to die victim of the σ-virus.
But the thing is, he doesn't want to protect them all. Not really. He won't let them die, but he isn't willing to go out of his way to risk his own life for them. Not yet. He doesn't know them. He doesn't know if they are themselves or accepted to be part of this-- hivemind. He can be as selfish as he can be giving. It is not Prince's disapproval or distaste that will change him. If anything, he will keep pushing against the tide just to push him away.
He grits his teeth. You are weak. He refuses to accept that. Anger seeping through his pores. ]
Then go worry about them, asshole.
[ He turns again, faster steps to the rooms. Trying to keep his distance, as always. More so now. ]
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But the thing is, he doesn't want to protect them all. Not really. He won't let them die, but he isn't willing to go out of his way to risk his own life for them. Not yet. He doesn't know them. He doesn't know if they are themselves or accepted to be part of this-- hivemind. He can be as selfish as he can be giving. It is not Prince's disapproval or distaste that will change him. If anything, he will keep pushing against the tide just to push him away.
He grits his teeth. You are weak. He refuses to accept that. Anger seeping through his pores. ]
Then go worry about them, asshole.
[ He turns again, faster steps to the rooms. Trying to keep his distance, as always. More so now. ]